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14 November 2012 @ 03:28 pm

This journal is subject to my many ramblings, mandatory ranting, occasional sketches and fandom-speak. So, uh, I guess that means it'll be mostly friends only. I am a former music major with an underlying passion for the arts, currently looking for a major (probably something astronomy/physics-related). I'm an avid gamer and bookworm, occasionally doodling (when my tablet/photoshop wants to work) or writing. I'm naturally an introvert. However, I'm far more personal and generally stupid goofy when amongst friends.

I love friends. I love making friends. And I'd love to make your acquaintance!

 
 
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Current Music: The Normandy Reborn ♪ Jack Wall (Mass Effect 2 OST)
 
 
second best on a good day.
14 May 2012 @ 10:11 pm

Not sure if I told any of you guys, but I graduated high school 2011. So, last fall, as well as this spring, marked my first year of college. I just finished my second semester, which would explain my awesome disappearing act.  Anyway, all of this is incredibly hilarious because I created this journal with the idea of networking and making new friends because my social life took a serious beating in my last year of high school. I was stupid and decided that I'd leave some pretty abusive relationships during the year, which meant creating some serious tension between groups of fair-weather friends.

TL;DR - A lot of my "friends" were interconnected and, together, started bullying me or, if they were lazy, simply treated me like a pariah. Don't get this stupid idea that you're brave and decide to "end" abusive relationships during the middle of a school year. It's nasty. Deal with it and then end it the last week. /coward



Why am I writing something so personal?  It isn't my intention to push any of you away or give off the impression that I don't care, because I felt incredibly guilty this past month for not pushing myself and writing an entry or two discussing what I was doing. (If you're interested: I was finishing my second semester. Finals suck, specifically when your professor decides to cram entire chapters into a one-week window.) Honestly, it probably would have taken a few minutes at most. You guys deserve better.

I told you guys that I would talk to you each on your individual journals and that's exactly what I intend to do. I'm such an incredibly awkward person, but bear with me. So, I apologize for taking so damn long. I'm going to be spending the next few days commenting, returning comments, catching up, etc. Again, I'm sorry.

PS.  I'm still not over that ending. how do you guys feel about retake? old news, i know
 
 
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Current Music: According To You ♪ Orianthi
 
 
second best on a good day.
15 January 2012 @ 10:38 pm

I know that I only recently started this journal but I wanted to formally apologize to each and every one of you that I've had the pleasure of meeting thus far. I've been absolutely consumed with my second semester as well as side projects. But, ironically, I find that I have more time to do the things that I want to do. As of today, January 15th, I am finished with my longer-than-expected hiatus. It's a little late over here, but I promise to return any comments tomorrow.

Again, I just wanted to apologize to you guys. I hope everyone's holidays and new years went well. :3
 
 
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Current Music: Into the Nothing ♪ Breaking Benjamin